Fat

I don't know why I have bothered looking up some of my school friends. Almost 10 years has passed since I have seen them. All the females look great. Lost weight, are fit and then there is me. While not fat I am not as skinny as I would like to be. I look at pictures of them and then pictures of myself and it just makes me fell fat and old. Well now I know that they are alive and well I won't bother them for another 10 years. At least by then the tables should have evened out. I hope anyway. Husband has the weekend off ,we need to go out and do something. Just the two of us. He has been working hard and I just need to get out of the house.