home alone

Here it is Friday and what am I doing? Laundry. My husband is at work tonight. He has this messed up schedule, so many days off so many on. 12 hour shifts. Of course he works at night since he can't seem to get along with the up top people. It is a good thing that we are night people. He tells me that will have to change for me since we are tiring to have a kid. Sometimes I wonder why we are having a kid but then other days it seems like a good idea. Every one tells us not to do it if we are not sure but I am never sure about anything. Almost thought I was pregnant this month, was really happy about it to. Both of our family's are like it is about time after being married for 5 years. His dad told me we had to have a boy to carry on the family name. I told him I am only doing this once and u get what u get. Pissed him off. To bad. I also told him he can't be around me or the baby if he smokes and since he is a chain smoker he may never get to see the kid. After all my husband and I don't smoke. Why should we have to put up with it. Haven't bought any thing for the baby. Don't want to till I know I am pregnant. My husbands mother can't wait she has a shopping spree all set up for the both of us. As for my family none of them live near by. My sister is the closest and she lives in Houston, we live in Chatsworth Ga. My parents live in a country called Libya in North Africa. So it really has been his family in our lives. Need to go house work calls out to me.